I was thinking today about how we all deal with breakup’s and how they effect our thinking and attitude towards future relationships. All very deep stuff that I will not bore you with, especially as this is always a very personal thing .. and there is no right or wrong .. some people can go from one love to another easily, others need to take time to let the love they feel change to a love they can understand or a forgiveness that gives them peace.
However, thinking back on past personal relationships I realised something rather sad .. or pathetic, depending on how you look at it….. I have often given time to people, second chances to people and I have waited…jeez how I’ve waited at times … BUT .. I’ve never had anyone who waited for me …
I am not sure if that says something good about me .. or bad about me … but I find it rather sad …
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Feb 10, 2013 @ 22:22:51
Ceej I feel you there hun… I so understand what you mean. Our time will come when we least expect it, or that is what people keep telling me. I always question myself and if I am not a bad person (which I don’t think I am) why can’t I find love, am I that unlovable???
Feb 10, 2013 @ 22:36:53
It’s a funny thing … and probably something I do not have an answer for … maybe Im just a little bit too cynical these days! ..
Feb 10, 2013 @ 23:58:42
I don’t find it sad or pathetic, I find it generous on your part. Peace.
Feb 11, 2013 @ 00:08:36
Nor me Ceej 😦 xx