Brae. A gay woman's tale!

Recent experiences have made me sit down and think …. a lot about me, my life and the trust I put in people.

I think because I am an open person, sometimes too open, I expect people will be the same way.   Sadly, I have recently been proven wrong twice.

The first was my ex … who told me right at the beginning she wasn’t good enough for me … I poo pooed the idea … I thought she was great … but as it turned out .. she was right and I was wrong.

Her reasons behind our break up were pathetic … but to her justified to cover the fact that she was already involved (either emotionally but I suspect physically too), with someone else.  So be it.  Her choice, her loss, her guilt that she can live with, she knows she lied… and so proved her originally comment of not being good enough to be exactly right.

The second was a woman I had a couple of coffee meetings and dates with … thankfully it never went any further than a couple of kisses … she told me she was single but had a very jealous housemate … but a friend that she loved.   It was a bit of a weird situation and especially weird when I found out that she hadn’t even told this “housemate” that we had even met up!

Although I broke contact with her, at the weekend I had to text her.  It was a closed text, not needing a reply …. but I received a phonecall.

She asked me when the last time was when we were in contact … and I realised I was was on speaker phone … I told her about 6 to 8 weeks ago … and she asked me to repeat it so this “housemate” could hear … I said “it was none of her F***ing business” and from the background came the response “well stay away from my girlfriend” …

What the real situation is … I have no idea ..  but whatever it is, it is truly a situation that is unhealthy and quite frankly freaky.

I have no room in my life for liars, cheats or people who will treat people so badly.

Unsurprisingly there is a common factor here.  Alcohol.  Although you can guarantee that none will admit it.

I do not wish any harm on these people … I think they are managing to fuck up their own lives quite well without me being in it.  I intend to keep it that way.

And then you will not lose all respect and trust that I have in you.

But if you want to be a lily livered arse … carry on ….

you are just a pathetic little liar.

Wow … what a difference long hair, make up and an air brush would make LOL …. just 30 years too late …. *sigh*

After the disappointment of having to cancel going to Perth pride because of my poor wee cat (still in cage, still really pissed off about having to be in the cage!) … today turned our much better than I thought.

Instead of being stuck at home, my friend Helen came through from Falkirk and we went up to the Mutt Hutt in Glenrothes with Sprout, who had an absolute ball!

We travelled in Alice Alice … mainly because she has been sitting idle for so long, I wanted to give her a wee run out … she is driving like a dream now… and my brakes work great! (I knew they were bloody dodgy!)

We ended up heading to Dobbies in Dunfermline and had some lunch there before popping into see my mum for a cup of tea.

Helen is now heading home and me and sprout are tired out! … time for a nana nap!  (even though I am not a nana!)

Credit Science & Metaphysics