Brae. A gay woman's tale!

I’ve been reading back over my past blogs.

Jeez, I’ve made some terrible misjudgements I my time. I can only hold my hands up and own them.

My errors, my fault…. will I ever learn that people are never who they seem… I don’t know.

I was a bit iffy about my own judgement before, now I know I fail badly at it.

Time to call it a day.

I woke up this morning full of beans … considering I only managed about 4 hours sleep, that was pretty amazing.

With the help of my brother, we emptied Alice Alice (you should see the state of my spare room!) … and I dealt with loads of messages about my advert … some pretty cheeky offers in there too! no viewings arranged yet but have a couple of offers from dealers that I “may” consider if she doesn’t sell in a week or two.

Later today, my pal Leanne came over … and then a couple arrived to pick up my stripey chairs … I love them, but bad memories and I have a new sofa coming soon!

We were sitting chatting and I happened to mention that I had been looking on line and found a caravan that I planned to go and have a look at … and .. yup … you guessed it .. off we went.

I liked the caravan … liked a couple actually … but was then shown one that blew me away … it was more money that I intended to spend (savings took a bit of a hit!) .. but she is perfect … she has everything I want, a mover, a solar panel, gas and electric cooking and 2 dining areas that can convert into two doubles or one double and two single beds.

I will be picking her up as soon as Alice Alice goes … (no room to park my new van at the moment) but she needs to have a wind out awing fitted first anyway … I can’t manage a “proper awning” but the wind out one on Alice Alice was great … so I have ordered one to be fitted …  I am delighted … Alice Alice sadly lost all interest for me after all the trouble I had with her … I fell out of love and I know I won’t fall back again … so … bugger it … who else can I spend my money on, if not me!

When someone loves you they should love you for you.

Not who they want you to be.  Not who they think they can change you into.

That is not love.  That is control.

There is a huge difference between encouraging someone to be the best they can be and wanting someone to change to fit into your perceived idea of perfection.

Perfection does not exist.  Embracing differences, being there to support and understand is much more important than trying to change someone.

There are enough lying cameleon’s in this world … time to celebrate being real.