Today on PinkSofa has been a bit of a baffling one.
Two people on there, one ex friend and one recent friend have been messaging each other about me. I don’t know who started it .. I don’t know why but now I am portrait as some kind of bastard when I have done nothing. I didn’t even know they were messaging each other.
I am getting more and more disillusioned with lesbians .. there never seems to be any truth and people just seem to want to use me.
I have no time for mind games, guilt trips or for being responsible for making someone feel good about themselves.
I have really had enough .. I had years of feeling like shit about myself and I really do not want more hassle or bother ..
I want an easy life with a partner who is honest, wants me and loves me for who I am.I don’t think I’m asking for the world so why does it seem impossible to find?
“My wish isn’t to mean everything to everyone but something to someone.”
Brae. A gay woman's tale! 
Oct 24, 2010 @ 22:14:16
I have now written this response 3 times but it chose not to send,
You Brae are no bastard and I was not slagging you off,
I filled my long boring hours chatting to people, that is my only crime.
Did you not read my blog, I dont sufffer fools and if i choose to care i care deeply,
I would have reacted with exactly the same anger, your release on pink sofa, mine by blocking.
I have told you much that is deep inside, only to be shared with she who cares. Did you care or am I a fool?
I am here to listen to you, to care, is that so alien to you?
Oct 25, 2010 @ 05:54:43
Sadie
I just feel you were trying to stir up a hornets nest that needed left alone.
Whatever happened with me and X in the past, is in the past and needs to be left there.
You sent me a message saying “I think I have upset your friend” .. I had no idea you were even chatting to her.. I have no objection to this but I do object to little comments that can hurt and annoy people… no-one deserves that I know how it feels to suffer from comment like this.
If you want to chat to X then do so, that is your business BUT I do not expect to be used in some sort of on line battle or up one ship.
I didn’t ignore you last week, we spoke online and there texts back and forward, I do count you as a friend, but don’t push me .. please. I cannot do with demands being made on me right now, I need time to sort me out.
Unblock me on PS you twit!