Brae. A gay woman's tale!

I’ve wasted a lot of time in my life. I guess a lot of people do, whether it be in the wrong job, wrong relationship or just accepting less than we deserve in all aspects of our lives.

Recently I have much more aware of wasting time. Even though I am not really one for regrets, there are things that I wish I had done sooner… and people who should have never been allowed in… but, even with the time that I have wasted at least my clock is still ticking and I’m really enjoying my life again…. I’m loving the time I spend at the gym and pool, loving the time I spend with my true friends and loving just having a life that doesn’t rely on anyone else to make me happy.

I have lots of things happening this year and I’m looking forward to each of them!

As for the time I’ve wasted… well, I can’t get that back, but at least it’s behind me and I don’t have to waste any more time on people or things that are just not worthy!

I hate the “in between” stage of dieting… that part when your old clothes are too big… and when you dig out trousers that were once far too small only to find that they too are far too big!… but you don’t want to buy more because you are still shrinking!!

My pals were laughing at me moaning tonight … I forgot to put my belt on and spent most of the night howking up my breeks!!

What makes it worse is my tops are now too big too… I think a spending spree is in order!!