Brae. A gay woman's tale!

It’s not always easy

To give away my heart.

The fear of the pain if you hand me it back.

But you have it in your hands

Maybe one day I will let you know

I have no excuses.   No-one to blame.   It is up to me.

I have had a month of great change in my life.   From closing the business, becoming unemployed and starting off a new career as a Celebrant.

It takes time to work out what you want, what makes you happy and what you need in life.   It took me over two years to figure it all out, perhaps I haven’t figured it all out yet but I know that I am definitely well along my way.

I have my new career, I have stopped smoking (although sometimes I could still kill for a ciggie!) and the next part is the weight/health thing …  I am planning to start cycling, it doesn’t bother my back so much as walking and I am hoping that if I lose weight my back problems will ease up anyway! 

Whether this new life and career I am trying to make for myself works is down to me… no-one else, just me.. so for once in my life I am going to say “it IS all about me!” .. and get on and sort it!