Speak to me ….
September 13, 2013
regular help, Telephone call Leave a comment
I have over the past couple of months had a few phone calls, normally around 1am.
When I answer there is definitely someone at the end of the phone but they never speak .. they wait a few seconds while I do the “hello .. hello” bit .. and then hang up. This is on my home number and they withhold the number they are calling from.
I am not “worried” by these calls … rather more concerned that someone out there needs to speak to me.
I just have this feeling that I can’t quite explain that right now I’m needed but unless I know who needs me there is little I can do.
I have sent out two emails … to people I think it may be .. but I may be wrong .. I am just worried and today it is really playing on my mind for some reason… intuition? I’m not sure …
If this is you … and you are reading this .. please speak .. I don’t want to presume (and I think I am beginning to!) .. so only you can sort this … speak to me .. I will help in anyway I can.
You hide behind your feelings
September 12, 2013
You hide behind your feelings
and keep the truth locked away,
but there is so much said
in the things you don’t say
You innocently, tell me
our time has come and gone
and that we can’t go back
but I don’t believe it
and this time you’re wrong
The distance you put between us
is nothing more than time lost;
a place for your feelings to hide,
yet I can hear the love in your voice
each time we talk
My patience has no end
when it comes to loving you
and I will wait a lifetime
for you to see the truth
Real love doesn’t go away
it doesn’t fade into the past,
it goes on forever
and always finds its way back
I will wait a lifetime for you
because you are my soul,
and behind all of your doubt
I know you can’t let go
You are my soul,
and I am yours, too.
If two people were ever meant to be,
it’s me and you.
(Nicky Petrou)
You made me smile!
September 10, 2013
regular Versatile blogger award 5 Comments
Well … what a nice wee surprise …
I had a message from http://amediablogger.wordpress.com this morning with “A Versatile Blogger” award!
I am a bit surprised .. my blog is mainly an outpouring of my thoughts, my mood and sometimes a bit of humour .. but I am so grateful that someone somewhere thinks that my blog helps make their day!
I am up to my ears in work today … setting up a new business takes time .. and patience (what the heck is that?) … so I had better get on and do more work .. but I will look forward to having a good old think later about who I can pass the same award onto ….
A smiling and happy CJ! (Brae is the name of my dog!)
Tell her…..
September 9, 2013
Why I write ..
September 8, 2013
regular differences, paths, words 1 Comment
This is very true. I write not because I’m particularly good at it, or have anything wildly important to say, but simply because it took me a long time to realise that there were other people who had the same thoughts, values and beliefs as me.
I am not saying what I think, or what I say, is always right .. but the thoughts and words are mine.
We all change as we go through life, intellectually , morally and most importantly emotionally. It makes us the different people we are and differences should not be judged or held against us. They are simply a different to what ours are.
We are all on different paths but we all end up at the same destination.
About Jayne
September 7, 2013
A bit about me on my “work” blog … as many of you know I have started a new career as a Celebrant … I would be really grateful if you could share my information for me … I cover the whole of Scotland and further afield by arrangement!
thank you
My “other” blog
September 5, 2013
regular celebrant, civil partnership, funeral, humanist, marriage 1 Comment
I have been neglecting my poor wee blog lately … but with good reason .. I am in the middle of designing a new blog to go with my new career as a Celebrant (a WHAT??? I hear you cry!) … well basically I can conduct Marriage and Civil Partnership Ceremonies … and soon I will also be able to conduct funerals … Im not a Humanist .. I do not belong to any religion .. I just think that people should be have the right to celebrate their life events in a way that is special to them! …. My blog/website (it is doubling up as both) is not finished yet … but have a wee look … and if you know of anyone who might need my services .. let me know *smile*
Brae. A gay woman's tale! 