3 monthsIt is 3 months today, since my life unexpectedly turned upside down.

It has been a hard three months to deal with …  and for me contact between the two of us has had to end.   It was hurting me too much and each time we spoke there were more questions flung up than answers given.


I have removed the major part of this post.  Not for what it said, but to stop hassle.



But … the hurt will fade, our times together will be forgotten or become a distant memory that will no longer hurt.  Eventually a new fire will burn in my heart and things, as they always do, will simply move on… I know the first steps in this are slow and hard .. but eventually, with a bit of effort, the wheels of change move faster.. and although I do still expect a few tears along the way, I am pushing as hard as I can.