Alice Alice has turned out to be a bigger benefit in my life than I hoped for.

This little holiday has put me firmly back into the life I loved ( even if I did throw a wee wobbly yesterday when everything conspired against me).

It has been a journey of rediscovery, in more ways than one and a realisation that all the hurt of recent months was perhaps for the best.

No matter how much you love someone, it has to be love on an equal basis… and two people who are meant to be together will always manage to find a way.

For me, right now, I know a relationship and commitment are far from my mind. I will take my fun when I find it.

I am really not sure if I will trust again… I was badly fooled this time around, not by lies I was told… but by what was omitted… and I now have no faith in my own judgement.

Saying that, it would be nice to meet someone who is honest and who is happy with their life, who doesn’t have to feel “needed” but appreciates the importance of being wanted and the peace that brings.

I know I can’t be the only one feeling like this… so perhaps on my future journeys we will bump into each other and my faith in womankind will be restored!